I wish I were better

I wish I were better.
I just wish that I were better in so many ways.

I wish I could manage more things without feeling stressed
I wish I could be very patient and not get frustrated when I get interrupeted.
I wish I wasnt so hung up about things being in their place.
I wish I didnt have to always see every thought to completion
I wish I were more kind and loving to my husband (and that has nothing to do with sex)
I wish I were able to have endless amounts of energy and didnt get tired in the afternoons
I wish I weighed about 75 less pounds
I wish I were a better friend
I wish I cared more about things
I wish I could leave things in an imperfect state
I wish I werent so cautious
I wish I could be better at being content

Im trying to remember that God loves me as I am and that I dont have to be perfect. Life is in the journey I know. I just wish I were a better traveler at times.